Greg’s blog

The past couple of days have been pretty stressful. Of course, it has to do with everything, school, my personal life, everything. But when love is in the picture, it makes life so much harder sometimes. Of course, I'm very, very attached to the person i'm in love with. I've not been without this person for more than a couple of hours...I've always been able to talk to them, whether it be via e-mail or via phone or seeing them. Now, I just got a new job, and I actually start working on Thursday, Feb. 1st and I'm not as excited as I should be, because I know I'm not going to be able to see, or talk to this person as much as I'm already use to. I also think it is a good thing that I'm going to be working and not be around them as much, because I feel that this will help prepare me for the near future with this person when we possibly move in together and start our own lives together, we'll already be use to each other working, and not getting to see each other or talk for every single second. But, yet, it makes me really sad, because I'm really afraif that this person will get tired of me having to work, and maybe decide to find someone else, that doesn't work, or someone that will be there when I'm not, but then again, I know I don't have anything to worry about. I just want this person to know that no matter what...whether I have a job or not, nothing will change between us, I will love them just the same, and I will definately not let myself get use to being without them. I wake up every morning for one reason...and "this person" is that reason. Because I know they are all I have and that makes me the happiest person in the world knowing I have this person to count on, to be with, and to give my love to.

          I would just like to share with everyone how my many past hours have gone. Friday night, I will admit, I wasn't in the best mood...however, I was enjoying myself while in Knoxville, but what I didn't know...it would get worse...much worse. Shaun and I decided to park at a lake nearby (2.8 miles away) so we could talk...Well, as we sat there and talked, we realized his truck battery had gone dead, and this was at 2 in the morning. We sat there for an hour, thinking that maybe if we gave it some time, the battery would charge itself back up as it happened once before, so we sat there until 3AM and when we tried starting it, no luck. So, we decided to walk to my house, which is 2.8 miles from the area we had parked.

         It was very close to 4:30AM when we made it to my house. We then took my Moms car and jumped his truck off. Made it back home, just fine...all was well. I went to bed, it was about 6:30 I think...and I woke up at 10:45...Cause I was expecting Shaun to call a little past 11AM, as he had asked me to go to Knoxville with him, and to possibly help move a storage building from one house to his own. Well, I sat here until 12 noon, yet no phone call, and I also had to take a trip to my Dads house, to give him some money that my mom owed him. When I get to my Dads...that's when it gets even worse. My Dads girlfriend told me, "Someone said you have been hanging out with the wrong crowd." "Funny, weird people." Well, I was already pissed off, because I knew it would be more trouble when I got there, because there is always some kind of drama coming from my Dads girlfriend, as she is a Drama Queen, which she should receive a gold medal for as that is what she does best. But then, she told me my own sister, Jessica had told my Dad I would leave every night, and would tell my Mom I was going to his house, but would never show up there, and would sneak off with the "Funny, weird people." Well, by this time, it was about 1PM, and I finally decide to leave because I was highly pissed, so I could 1, check to see if Shaun has called, to see if my help was needed with the storage building, and 2, so I could come home, and call my sister and give her a wonderful ear full.

          Of course, I make it home about 1:30PM and yet no phone call from Shaun, so I decide to call my sister first, and of course, no answer, so I assume my Dads girlfriend already called her and told her I would be calling. But then...I call Shauns house, and yet, he is still asleep. I really wonder how much worse my day will get...as I know it WILL get worse. It's just now 2:05 and still 11 hours left in this day. How much worse will it get?  I'm not a very happy camper right now, and if I go along with the stuff that was already planned for this evening, well, it would probably be the worst day of my life, just because I don't like the idea of what was planned for this evening, cause I do have a feeling I know exactly what's going to happen. When this day is over, I will post the outcome of the rest of my day. Thanks for reading! 

I'm not trying to brag or anything like that, but I just wanted to take the time to explain how amazing people are if you just give it time to "find the right person."

"Back in the day" I use to be depressed all the time, and just hated my life, and it was all because I thought, "Nobody wanted me" or "I'm just not dating material," stuff like that, well, I finally told myself, just give it time and have patience, and the right person will come along. Some of you may know who I'm talking about, but a lot of you don't. I'm not obligated to give a name, but I can tell you, the person that I'm absolutely in love with…is the most amazing person in this world. After I met "this person" I became someone completely new, I became a completely different person. I've became A LOT happier, I've not been depressed, and makes me feel so loved. I love being with this person, because they make me feel like a real human being, which is something A LOT of people could not ever do.

If something were to happen between our relationship, I'll admit, yea, it would rip my heart out, but I would still like to Thank them very much for the most wonderful time of my life they have shown me during our time together as a couple. A lot of people don't agree with us being together because of our age difference, and a couple other reasons. But, come on, what really matters most in life, age or true feelings? In my book, age is just a number, and feelings are number 1 in a relationship. If you really care about someone, and feel like you love them, pursue the opportunity to be with them, and let them know how you feel about them, because I promise you, it may be a long curvy road, but I can promise you in the long run, it's all well worth it.

A Message For Bin Laden

Usama Bin Laden, your time is short;
We'd rather you die, than come to court.
Why are you hiding if it was in God's name?
Your just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame.

I have a question, about your theory and laws;
"How come you never die for the cause?"
Is it because you're a coward who counts on others?
Well here in America, we stand by our brothers.

As is usual, you failed in your mission;
If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishin'
Americans are now focused and stronger than ever;
Your death has become our next endeavor.

What you tried to kill, doesn't live in our walls;
it's not in buildings or shopping malls.
If all of our structures came crashing down;
It would still be there, safe and sound.

Because pride and courage can't be destroyed;
Even if the towers leave a deep void.
We'll band together and fill the holes
We'll bury our dead and bless their souls.

But then our energy will focus on you;
And you'll feel the wrath of the Red, White and Blue.
So slither and hide like a snake in the grass;
Because America's coming to kick your ass!!